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The End

Time flies so fast. It feels like I just arrived here in Penang last month. Anyway, yesterday was such a good day even though it was the end of all our classes.

The highlight of my day was German!!! Enjoyed it to the max. Although we had a bit of technical problem before our final presentation for our Communication course for the semester, I have to say we ace it with flying colours. Hahaha...


Even I was smiling throughout minor class which is Accounting and Finance which I normally do not ;)

BM Kumpulan 68 <3

Kumpulan 68 XD

Superb group members for the last presentation :)

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Frohe Weihnachten Geschenk

Christmas presents. Geshenk!!!! First was for Alexander, this guy in my class.

Penguin Card!!!!

Card and huge candy???
The candy is actually his gift : a mug.


Next was for our beloved Frau Mayr, our German language lecturer.

Penguins card <3

Stars!!!!

Body wash from Face Shop XD

I hope they both liked the gift. Haha...XD

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Frohe Weihnachten


Christmas is just around the corner!!!! And I just celebrated Christmas yesterday during my very last German class T.T but on the bright side, it was fun!!!

Singing Silent Night or should I say Stille Nacht in German was awesome. The Christmas spirit is in the air XD Learnt about some of German Christmas delicacies and last but not least gift exchange!!!! Haha...

It was such an amazing way to end our last class of the semester. Definitely continuing to the next level :)

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Candies

Candies!!!!! To sweeten my blog and hopefully my life :)










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Forget

Beautiful flowers but I wonder if it helps me forget?
Sometimes forgetting is the best solution to any problem. How I wish there is a switch somewhere which I can access to remove all bad memories. Just when I thought I have let it go, something seems to happen that make me remember and becomes even angrier. I guess what they say about Cancerians are true. We bear grudges. I just feel like once I realised the truth, everything starts to make sense. And I guess I started realising the meaning behind your every words and actions. How I wish I am clueless and do not have to go through this. It is a minor matter but somehow it affects me a lot. I have no idea why do I dwell on these matters despite knowing it will just ruin my mood and day. I guess you are actually quite important to me that you have this great of an impact on me? Or I am just that sensitive? @.@

I want to create a forget machine of some sort to make me feel better and not dwell on this too long which I am doing right now. I just want to move on with my life without being affected by you who ruins it.

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Trust

Even though you manage to piece them back, it is not perfect.
Recent event has taught me not to be too trustful. Trust is so fragile that once broken it is so hard to piece them together again. I guess on my part I always want to think of the good and positive side of each and everyone I know. You might not think of me as a good friend or a friend but once I get to know you well enough, you are already in my list of trusted friends. So please try not to make me hate you or just ruin my perception of you.

I guess I am really slow about these things due to the amount of trust I place in everybody I know. Despite what I heard about you, I might feel that you have a few flaws here and there but those are still acceptable to me. However, after what you did and a deep thought, I really feel like I am not even a friend in your viewpoint. You might be caring towards me but how sincere is that I do not even know. After what you have done to me, in fact not just me, I do not know where to place you anymore. I guess betrayed is a really strong word to use but....

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Time


Ever since I step into university, I realise I have either too much free time or just too little. When I have too much time, I just stay in the room and online almost the whole day. I guess that just make me sound like such a loner but what can I say, maybe I am or maybe I am not. When I have too little time, I also stay in the room with my laptop but with a better reason: completion of assignment or preparation for presentation or test. My life just sucks I guess. But somehow, I do not feel that this is a problem. Or shall it be?

Time is always present and how we spend it depends on individuals. So I guess me spending my time on my mangas, animes or just random browsing is fun? But of course I do get out of my room. I do not lock myself in the room all the time. That is just pure weird. I just feel like if this is meant to be my life so be it. Maybe this semester it is meant to be like this but there might be a change next semester. I do have four years here in Penang after all.

I just do not like the thought that staying indoor is wrong. If I were to feel that way, it will just ruin my day,right? So myself just make full use of my day by doing what I like most. Just a thought.

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How to decide?


Sometimes I cannot help but wonder what is it that define right from wrong?
You cannot help but notice a fine line separates them.
How you interpret them also differs based on our own personal opinion. 
What we have been taught since young is right I assume
Things like
Do not lie,
Do not litter,
Be respectful,
Do not raise your voice when speaking to the elderly,
Do not steal,
Do not hurt others.
All this is supposed to be the right thing to do.
But
What is wrong?
The opposite of the right things?
Stealing,
Hurting others,
Lying,
Littering?
But what if you really have a super good reason to commit the offences?
What if
you have no other choice,
it is a matter of life and death,
you did not mean it?
Are you still guilty?
But you cannot help but wonder
there are bigger and worst crimes out there.
So what I am doing are nothing compared to them right?
Why am I still being looked down upon?
Is it because once a criminal always a criminal?
If I happened to be a changed person?
How can I make you change your perception of me?
Is it even possible?
@.@

I guess I know the reason of my headache now
Too much thinking unnecessarily >.<

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L.I.F.E.


Life is such a complicated thing.
To be alive is one but to live your life is a totally different matter. 
To know your life purpose is good but to achieve it is just hard. 
To decide your life purpose is nerve-wrecking but 
is it the right decision?
To know the truth is good but truth hurts.
To be lied upon breaks our heart but it is good in its own way. 
Does it?
To lie is bad but what about white lie?
Is it good to live in ignorance?
Is it good to know?
Or
can we just choose to ignore?
What is it that best describes our action?
Yourself?
Others?
Or
Both?

Just something to ponder on XD

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My Fault!!!

I really do not know what happened to me today. All the blunder and mistakes that not only will affect me but my friends as well. My day was going on well even with a last minute preparation for my BM presentation. But obviously that did not last long as well considering:

1. I forgot to print some document for my assignment to avoid plagiarising since it is a serious offence.
2. I went back to hostel to get my pendrive and go all the way to the printing shop only to find out that the documents are not there.
3. Borrowed my friend laptop to download the needed documents but could not find the other year and printed half of what is needed without realising. WTH!!!
4. Went back to hostel again and this time transfer the document from my laptop.
5. Printed and bind them. Had to miss one tutorial class in order to hand in the assignment.

I guess you can say it is a happy ending but the whole process is torturing. And with the lack of sleep the previous night, it is a miracle I am still able to stay sane >.<


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Nacirema

Well it feels like it has been a century since I last updated my blog.

 Let me tell you doing assignment on some dude who contributed in your field of studies is not as simple as it seems. In the beginning it seems all you need to do is just his/her biography then you realised you have to read his/her books. And the worst is to connect it to your field since most of communication scholars originated from other fields. To make matter worst, the books have such deep and complicated terms that you need to understand or how else can you do your assignment? *sigh* Then the need to do it in academic writing style is so damn frustrating!!!! Citation, quotation, abstract, etc have been driving me crazy the past fewdays. To add to all of that, I have to write in Malay!!!! This might seem like a minor problem but do you know how f**king hard is it to translate the scholar's theories which is written in English to Malay so that the original meaning still exist??? I have to resort to google translate, online dictionary and lots of googling. Insane!!!! I am so damn glad I finally completed this particular assignment before drowning myself in other assignments. I fear the world's end is sooner than ever >.<



Well, anyway in my previous post I posted a link to an article on Nacirema who seems like a community who practices weird practices even now in the modern era. Well they are seen as someone who really care how they look. They always tries to improve their looks.

Next is this part: "The focal point of the shrine is a box or chest, which is built into the wall. In this chest are kept the many charms and magical potions without which no native believes he or she could live. " Imagine having a shrine where you worship and practice your believes every single day in this era >.<

Third is :"The most powerful of these are the medicine men, whose help must be rewarded with large gifts. However, the medicine men do not provide the potions for their clients, but decide what the ingredients should be and then write them down in an ancient and secret language. This writing is understood only by the medicine men and by the herbalists who, for another gift, provide the required charm."

Fourth: "The latipso ceremonies are so harsh that a fair proportion of the really sick natives who enter the temple never recover. Despite this fact, sick adults are not only willing, but eager to undergo
the long and drawn-out ritual purification, if they can afford to do so. No matter how ill or how grave the emergency, the guardians of many temples will not admit a client if he or she cannot offer a rich gift."

Fifth: "The daily body ritual includes a mouth-rite. This rite involves a practice which strikes the unfamiliar stranger as revolting. It was reported to me that the ritual consists of inserting a small bundle of hog hairs into the mouth, along with certain magical pastes, and then moving the in a highly formalized series of gestures."

And lastly: "In addition to the private mouth-rite, the people seek out a holy-mouth-man once or twice a year. These practitioners have an impressive set of tools, consisting of a variety of augers, awls, probes, and prods. The use of these items in removing the evils of the mouth involves almost unbelievable ritual torture of the client."

Seriously???
And what will you do once you have set that they have such weird beliefs and strongly respect the "medicine men" while only the "herbalist" can understand the secret remedy provided as well as how their shrine only provide treatment if they are offered rich gift that they are actually....

First look at the word Nacirema, N-A-C-I-R-E-M-A and then invert them

Then, they would be A-M-E-R-I-C-A-N aka American!!!!

Hence this tribe is actually Americans which are described in term of a new entity. So allow me to do some explanation:

First: Americans as well as all normal beings are so damn obsessed with their looks with all the plastic surgery etc. Well not everybody but you get the drift...


Second: The shrine refers to the medicine box in the bathroom which can be seen in American lifestyle. We are being more health concious that we cannot live without medicine anymore.


Third: The medicine men are actually doctors in the modern era and since doctors are known for their ugly handwriting which somehow could be understood by the pharmacists, the herbalists. In America, doctor prescribe medicine but the pharmacist are the one who supply the medicine.


Fourth: The latipso ceremony is actually operation which is performed on those in serious condition. And in this modern era, nothing is free hence it is said no matter how ill or how grave the patient, the guardians of many temples (hospitals) will not admit a client if he or she cannot pay for it.



Fifth: This refers to a toothbrush!!!! Hahahaha...which is what we always do every morning: brush our teeth.


Lastly: The holy-mouth-man is the dentist. The tools stated are the tools needed to check on our teeth and do the necessary treatment which can be painful.


Isn't this interesting on how our perception of the Nacirema are A for example but once we found out that the truth our perception becomes B with a better understanding of our doubts in A. And this is what I learn in communication. In the communication process, perception affects the communication as well as the communicator and receiver. 

That's all for now.

Cannot wait to go back >.<

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Nacirema

Please read this article and think of your perspective on the Nacirema clan/tribe


Once you have actually read it then I shall post the meaning in my next blog post XD

Tribe leader perhaps???

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Good/Bad?

Surprise!!!!
There will a short test today for one hour.
"Huuuhhhhhh????"
"Seriously?"
Wow.
Die.
XP


A bad day?
Not really I suppose.
I actually skipped my class in the morning >.<
Lecturer did not turn up but was supposed to join another class.
But decided to just skip and lepak at Anjung Semarak.
A makan area
Did German exercises which helped a bit during the test.
But
I doubt it will help boost my grades :(


Happily bought my ticket back home on Thursday morning.
Decided to skip yet another class.
Wellllll
Technically
my lecturer did say skip his class wisely
so can't blame me for taking his advice right? ^^


Till
I realised I have no transport back to Penang!!!
WTH!!!
No bus nor flight available.
Am I suppose to skip my Monday class as well?
That is like so many classes skipped in just a few days.
>.<
Thank God my dad's friend driving back to Penang
and offered me a lift!!!
YAY!!!
Well I will still need to skip my morning class
but
at least I can make it for the afternoon class.
I just need my friends to help me write my attendance XD



So all in all, good or bad? @.@
Not forgetting to mention my afternoon class was only one hour instead of two
XD

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Happy

Somehow I realised my previous post have been so emo or maybe not to that extend but a bit on the down side. I just do not know what came over me but I just feel like everything seems to be going on perfectly on the surface only but there are problems waiting to come out and pounce. Get what I mean??? Simply put, my life is good but with a few problems that are starting to pop out. Minor or major problem? I have no idea but I just know that I want to be happy and cheerful for once in my post so screw those unhappy thoughts.




Well today I actually have morning class at 8am. EIGHT!!!! At first I thought it will be a bad start since it is a Saturday and I have to wake up so early and there are less buses on Saturday so I have to walk all the way not to mention up slope for my class. But then I realised German is a good remedy for all misfortune, for me at least. It made me happy and smiling during the whole time. The theme today is Gerburtstag aka birthday!!! Our teacher, Frau Mayr was so kind to actually bought cake and let us party at the end of our class!!! Super delicious cake. Oishi!!!! And she was kind enough to drop myself and another friend at Sungai Dua komuter bus stop? I think we can call that that. Safe us so much time and energy from walking all the way back to our respective hostel XD

Hence, me in a super good mood now :)


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Hurts


Too many things to think about and do.
From assignments to presentation. 
From personal matter to official matter.
Everything is just so cluttered in my brain.
Too much input and too little output.
HEADACHE!!!!

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...


Somehow this is how I feel right now although I am not in some kind of serious trouble or having any problem but it is just as it is right now.

Sorry but I do not have to mood to blog about it right now so perhaps tomorrow? 
>.<

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Cries

My day was going on perfectly well until the moment my handphone dropped in the toilet!!!! F**K I have no idea what happened but the scene keep replaying in slow motion in my mind. It just flew out of my pocket and splash in the water it goes. 


I had to practically fish it out of the water. I tried my best to wipe it dry and kept praying for it to work and function normally but.....


How I wish it was like that but nope I switched it on but it went crazy not allowing me to enter my correct SIM password >.<

The feeling that your phone might be alright when you see the insert password screen just come crashing down when you just cannot go any further than that  :(


Now all I wish is that my handphone can be fixed as this is not how I imagined myself getting a new phone. 

Pretty pretty please....
*fingers crossed*

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Bad day!!!

So much for superb wifi in the library.
How am I even supposed to finish watching one film before the library closes?
I watched it already last weekend in my room
and
it is way faster than now!!!
Somehow the film I watched lack the beginning so now have to watch it again.


I have been in the library for almost two hours and guess how long I have watched???
Not even SIX minutes of a two hour film!!!
ARGHHH!!!!


PS: I have to walk everywhere to my destination today and believe me it is no short distance!!!

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The Lake House

It is German Film Night!!!! Something that is held every Friday but this is my first time joining and the film I get to watch is "The Lake House" an English film but in this case it is dubbed in German.

Replacement for popcorn during the film XD

The Lake House revolved around two person who lives in different timeline with a two years gap between them. Somehow, they are able to communicate with each other through the mailbox by the lake house that they owned in their respective timeline. As one can expect from a romantic film, they fell in love <3

Sweet couple XD

Of course there is the problem named "TIME". They tried to meet up but somehow something went wrong. And long story cut short they ended up together and live happily ever after...

PS: I am just too tired to explain about the film >.<


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Party


A surprise birthday party that turned out well despite some complications by Pizza Hut. I am going to boikot the Pizza Hut in Sungai Dua, Pulau Pinang from now on. We waited for one hour for our food and that is also after 10 minutes of waiting to take our order despite them being so free!!! Apparently their machine in the kitchen did not receive our order and they did not even bother to check it out until we asked them. When we wanted to cancel our order, the waitress actually had the guts to put the blame on the kitchen people claiming they only realised their mistake when they asked when it was US that asked them first!!!! LIARS!!! And when our pizza arrived which was one hour later, it was undercooked!!!

Next solution that could never goes wrong is McDonald!!!

Our Saviour!!!

And some photos XD


Me & Su Han!!!

Group pic!!!
Left: Su Han, Yen Ning, Hafzan, me, Shaun, Elaine

A better group photo!!! XD

PS: Hafzan is the birthday girl <3


And next is burger at Mamak!!!

Su Han, me and Yen Ning XD


Normal mode :)



Crazy mode ;)



Normal + crazy mode( a little) :S


One last group pic!!! <3


And that's the end of our celebration!!!

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