Forget

Beautiful flowers but I wonder if it helps me forget?

Sometimes forgetting is the best solution to any problem. How I wish there is a switch somewhere which I can access to remove all bad memories. Just when I thought I have let it go, something seems to happen that make me remember and becomes even angrier. I guess what they say about Cancerians are true. We bear grudges. I just feel like once I realised the truth, everything starts to make sense. And I guess I started realising the meaning behind your every words and actions. How I wish I am clueless and do not have to go through this. It is a minor matter but somehow it affects me a lot. I have no idea why do I dwell on these matters despite knowing it will just ruin my mood and day. I guess you are actually quite important to me that you have this great of an impact on me? Or I am just that sensitive? @.@

I want to create a forget machine of some sort to make me feel better and not dwell on this too long which I am doing right now. I just want to move on with my life without being affected by you who ruins it.