Wryda

Time flies so fast. It feels like I just arrived here in Penang last month. Anyway, yesterday was such a good day even though it was the end of all our classes.

The highlight of my day was German!!! Enjoyed it to the max. Although we had a bit of technical problem before our final presentation for our Communication course for the semester, I have to say we ace it with flying colours. Hahaha...

Kumpulan 68 XD

Superb group members for the last presentation :)

Penguin Card!!!!

Card and huge candy??? The candy is actually his gift : a mug. Next was for our beloved Frau Mayr, our German language lecturer.

Penguins card <3

Stars!!!!

Body wash from Face Shop XD

Candies!!!!! To sweeten my blog and hopefully my life :)

Beautiful flowers but I wonder if it helps me forget?

Sometimes forgetting is the best solution to any problem. How I wish there is a switch somewhere which I can access to remove all bad memories. Just when I thought I have let it go, something seems to happen that make me remember and becomes even angrier. I guess what they say about Cancerians are true. We bear grudges. I just feel like once I realised the truth, everything starts to make sense. And I guess I started realising the meaning behind your every words and actions. How I wish I am clueless and do not have to go through this. It is a minor matter but somehow it affects me a lot. I have no idea why do I dwell on these matters despite knowing it will just ruin my mood and day. I guess you are actually quite important to me that you have this great of an impact on me? Or I am just that sensitive? @.@

I want to create a forget machine of some sort to make me feel better and not dwell on this too long which I am doing right now. I just want to move on with my life without being affected by you who ruins it.

Even though you manage to piece them back, it is not perfect.

Recent event has taught me not to be too trustful. Trust is so fragile that once broken it is so hard to piece them together again. I guess on my part I always want to think of the good and positive side of each and everyone I know. You might not think of me as a good friend or a friend but once I get to know you well enough, you are already in my list of trusted friends. So please try not to make me hate you or just ruin my perception of you.

I guess I am really slow about these things due to the amount of trust I place in everybody I know. Despite what I heard about you, I might feel that you have a few flaws here and there but those are still acceptable to me. However, after what you did and a deep thought, I really feel like I am not even a friend in your viewpoint. You might be caring towards me but how sincere is that I do not even know. After what you have done to me, in fact not just me, I do not know where to place you anymore. I guess betrayed is a really strong word to use but....

Ever since I step into university, I realise I have either too much free time or just too little. When I have too much time, I just stay in the room and online almost the whole day. I guess that just make me sound like such a loner but what can I say, maybe I am or maybe I am not. When I have too little time, I also stay in the room with my laptop but with a better reason: completion of assignment or preparation for presentation or test. My life just sucks I guess. But somehow, I do not feel that this is a problem. Or shall it be?

Time is always present and how we spend it depends on individuals. So I guess me spending my time on my mangas, animes or just random browsing is fun? But of course I do get out of my room. I do not lock myself in the room all the time. That is just pure weird. I just feel like if this is meant to be my life so be it. Maybe this semester it is meant to be like this but there might be a change next semester. I do have four years here in Penang after all.

I just do not like the thought that staying indoor is wrong. If I were to feel that way, it will just ruin my day,right? So myself just make full use of my day by doing what I like most. Just a thought.